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sometimes, i think a lot of college kids need to keep themselves in check too. forreal, if that problem set is the hardest thing in your life right now, then your life is pretty good.

i wish i was able to keep myself in check more often. like, sometimes when i think about how much i complain, or if i think about the things that i actually complain about, it's like, damn, when did i need to be so particular about things.

for instance, i recently have been complaining a bunch about my weight, because i've cut back on my eating and have at least tried to lead a more active life, and even though it has led me to a little more healthier lifestyle and diet, it hasn't led to much success in the losing actual weight department. but damn, do i really need to be complaining about that? i mean, when did knowing i was fed well enough get overshadowed by "i'm starting to not look the way i used to"?



i wish my dad knew how much i appreciate him.