that staples shit it whack

there really is no easy button in life.


i like being relaxed. i wish i could be relaxed all the time. i'm pretty sure i'd be productive as a relaxed (not lazy) person. but really, i can't, cuz that's just how life is. you can't be relaxed all the time, there aren't too many people in the world that want you to be relaxed all the time. you gotta worry about shit. all kinds of shit. there needs to be moments of panic in your life, sometimes even sheer terror. why? i don't know.

i guess that's a pretty broad topic.
but shit, i just like being relaxed. it's not really more money more problems. cuz i don't have any money or a job even, and i already have more problems than when i did have a job. maybe that's an exaggeration, but it feels like it. it should be more expectations, more problems.

i have a feeling 2008 is gonna be a really different year. maybe the most different of my life. ever. does that make sense?