ebyam i duolhs etirw ni edoc

alas, but gnitirw ni edoc would be of no use to me, because it feels like my heart needs to be heard by my friends and random people and not be heard by my friends and random people at the same time.. and so gnitirw ni edoc would prolly make sense to nobody..

i think i'm in a funk.. actually, i know i'm in a funk.. i could also say, i know why the caged bird sings.. but i don't fancy myself any kind of bird.. especially a caged bird.. singing for me is kinna like when you're not really listening to somebody asking you a question like "how have you been?" and you're like "yea... you're right" looking hella moded and stuff, except for me, i'm singing cuz i don't wanna listen to shit around me but at least i'm singing so we all know that i'm not even paying any attention to you.


but then again, this blog shouldn't be so much about me.. i should be dropping feverz about what's going on in the world..

sf giants: what happened to you guys?.. not so much fun to watch anymore. i hope your age kicks in in the latter half of the baseball season when things start to really matter.. (not that the giants are young or anything, the giants currently have the second oldest roster in the bigs in the last 50 years) meaning, i hope your veterans are just saving their juice for the final stretch..

speaking of baseball, mike tells me that em tells him that i need to be an oakland a's fan, because i'm more of an a's fan than a snooty giants fan.. i agree with part of this.. some of the giants faithful are just rich up their ass.. like board of directors-old-rich-white people with their fancy ass jewelry on at PacBell... actually, i remember i was sitting in the bleachers one game when i see these two middle aged white ladies walk across my row and are saying something to the effect of "i don't wanna sit here with these poor dirty minorities".. actually, they prolly said it more politically correctly... but i was like "bitch please, i paid fuckin 19 dollars for this spot on the bleachers.."

now that i think of it.. that was back in my less informed youth days.. when i didn't know much about social structure or anything about race politics..

paris hilton: i wonder if the sheriff, i think his name was baca, got anything by letting paris hilton free for a day.. like i wonder if he got a "THAT'S HOT" shirt or maybe something dirtier from paris, like a smell of her hair.. but anyways.. i wish she would've gotten off without spending her full sentence in jail.. not that i'm a supporter of hers or anything.. but if she did manage to escape all that jail time it would have been such a great example of everything wrong with the system.. or maybe systems.. like the mass media, the judicial system, the COPS, and all of fuckin white LA, or SOCAL as people like in college call it.. i wish she would've gotten off, because then when people come up to me and are all like "why isn't the carpool lane in effect all the time, like it is in LA?".. i'll just be like "you know what??. you fuckin released paris hilton from jail, so stop complaining, the bay rules!"

i wanna write about gov. schwarzenegger talking about how spanish people need to stop watching spanish people television, when homeboy still is holding on to his austrian accent for authencity's sake, like yan can cook.. but that can wait..