i miss my old blackbook

don't get me wrong.. i love my new thicker black book..
but i can't carry it in my pockets like my old one.. and that's a shame.. cuz a lot of times i want to write things down, but i don't have a black book to write it in..

this past saturday was prolly the best example of this tragedy..

-out of all the days in the first 2 and a half months of this year, we decided to choose the frickin most perfect day ever to hold sportsfest.. WE ARE FRICKIN GENIUSES!!..

-guys that take playground sports seriously are prolly to most annoying people in the world.. frickin male testosterone.. i frickin HATE THAT SHIT!!.. why do you need to take games that are being played at a park seriously?!.. nobody is looking at you.. put your goddamn shirt back on.. you're not proving that you're any good at any of these sports (by the way.. i would whoop your asses at all of them..) all you're showing is that you were THAT CLOSE to making your JV practice squad..

-white people at the park playing with that weird frisbee thing.. you scare me.. learn your lesson already. STAY AWAY FROM THE TREE!..

-i miss playing horse.. and saturday dusks in my backyard.. rollerblading in a circle for hours..

-the benefit concert was frickin awesome.. i must give it that.. but here are a couple things to think about..
{1} first of all, kiwi and bambu have performed at all of these shows, and done SO MUCH for this community for free longer than most of us have been here.. i think we owed it to them....
especially since we got frickin $1500 from asuc, telling asuc that we needed the money to help us send money to Philippines for the same reason that we're holding the benefit.. i'm sorry.. that's half hypocritical.. and i'm sorry Native Guns..
{2}how the hell are you gonna sell water bottles as a fundraiser at a benefit concert?.. that don't make sense to me either.. i hate how everything seems like it's revolving around money rather than the community nowadays..
{3} don't ever compare what we did to what you're doing now.. that's frickin RUDE!..

-i really hate the term "freaking".. for some reason.. it sounds really white to me... personally, i think "dirty dancing" is a lot cooler.. but no one uses that term anymore..
i really like to point out people that dirty dance..

i'm really sorry that this entry was really mad.. but hey.. sometimes i'm mad...
(SURPRISE!!)

on a lighter note.. i would like to thank patrizzle ici wici for making my background and teaching me how to use the photoshop.exe.. but seriously trici.. we need to change my set up now.. and go to gilroy right quick..



joshua is currently listening to pink martini - hang on little tomato...
(strolling through the park music)